AGE WORRIED ME

AGE worried me, not because been old but RESPONSIBility.  Now,  lots of unexpectedness things mix with my diary daily life, it's burden ME and hurt me a lot, mentally and physically. I never imaging this type of experience and this worried me more about my  future. need to think MATURE TOO SOON. ??? why?? it's worried me :(

PLUS, what hurt you the most is when people around you don't understand what kind situation you are facing and not listening to you. THIS HURT THE MOST. 

i need space to breath just for a while 
let me think ....... 

let me express myself and plz do listen. 

i'm hoping some rest. i'm tired :(